Hey, it's been a while since I post something in my own blog.
So here we go.

I'm on my way to my home, when a song played from my Ipod.
The song is "Sebuah Kisah Klasik Untuk Masa Depan"

It brings my memory back to 7 years ago.
Where I'm still in Senior High School and we are on one week trip to Bali.
At that time, this song together with "Sahabat Sejati" by the same band "Sheila On 7" was very popular.
We sing this song all the way from Jakarta to Bali and afterward. It was one of the most crazy trip I have ever experienced back then.

At that time I have like 5-7 best friends, and I believe that we would grow up together, walking the same path of life together and so on.

Little did I know that I myself started to walk the different path.
And through time, the numbers drop, from 7 to 4, to 2 and to 1.

Last week on a wedding party, I meet like 5 of them, and it just feel different.
You know why it feel different?
Because throughout these 7 years I've push my self over the limit, taking side roads, taking curvy roads of knowledge, I fall, I hurt, I challenged my mind over and over, I change my attitude, my perceptions, my reality, found my self new friends who help me and walk together until now, and of course that makes me a completely different person from 7 years ago.

Before that night, I have this feeling, that most of my high school best friends will stay the same they were before, they will not change at all. And I crossed my fingers hoping that it would be wrong.
And it turns out that my feeling was right. Though one girl definitely changed, but most of my high school best friends they look the same like before, like 7 years ago. Of course know they wear better clothes, new hair style. But I failed to see major changed. Same laugh, same jokes, same attitude, same perception and reality. Although I did noticed

I have no chance to tap their shoulder and said "Hey man, you change a lot! great!"
In Fact, I'm the one who got most of the tap on my shoulder, "Wow, you change a lot!".

That night, for 2 hours I try to connect with them again, I try to re-wired my self to 7 years ago, but it does not work at all. It just feel different.

It's something that been on my mind that night and tonight when I heard the song again.

Time has transform me over and over.
But why time does not even affect them?

Is it me who transform to much?
Is it me who think to much?
Is it me who got lost in time?
Is it me who does not wait for them?
Is it me who got lost in my journey?

I don't know..
I don't even know if they still look at me as one of their best friends...
I don't even know if they still look at me as one of their friends...
I don't even know if they still look at me..
I don't even know if they walk the same path like me...
and
I don't even know if they even start their journey...

But one thing I know for sure,
That I'll always love to have them by my side on this journey, even if they have not or does not want to start at all, at least I'll try to drag their ass or their feet to start their own journey and maybe.. maybe..I can meet them again somewhere along this long journey..

My friends, another thing for sure..
I'll always love you all, BRO!

-late night rant from my restless mind-
Foeh

Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows

Setelah 6 buku Harry Potter menguncang dunia, JK kembali dengan buku terakhir dari pertualangan Harry Potter di dunia yang tidak terbayangkan.
Saya mulai membaca buku tebal itu sekitar pukul 6 sore di hari sabtu.
Halaman demi halaman..
chapter demi chapter..

Setelah di buku ke 6, Dumbledore dikisahkan dibunuh oleh Severus Snape. Harry Potter, Ron Weasly dan Hermione meninggalkan Hogwarts yang tenang dan memutuskan untuk mencari pecahan jiwa Voldemort yang bersemayam entah dimana. Sementara pasukan Voldemort semakin kuat dan mengancam kehidupan mereka yang tenang..bisakah Harry Potter menyelesaikan misi yang ditinggalkan Dumbledore?

JK dengan briliant dan berdarah dingin meneruskan kisah itu membunuh karakter demi karakter, menyisipkan kejutan disana sini, memberikan bayangan baru yang tidak disangka-sangka, persahabatan menjadi pengkhianatan, putih menjadi hitam...

Halaman demi halaman membawa imaginasi baru, kalimat demi kalimat yang seperti hidup membuat tangan saya tidak henti-hentinya membalik halaman untuk menemukan jawaban, untuk menemukan hal baru. Dan tiba-tiba saya sudah sampai di dua halaman terakhir, membaca dan membayangkan dan tangan saya seperti bergerak sendiri membalik halaman tersebut mengharapkan masih ada tulisan dibalik itu dan yang ada hanyalah halaman kosong.
JK mengakhiri pertualangan Harry Potter dengan sederhana.. membawa pembacanya sampai ke kalimat terakhir dengan tanpa tahu kalau itu merupakan kalimat terakhir..
Dan kisah harry potter berakhir.

"JK mungkin merupakan Tolkien masa kini.." kata teman saya di konfrensi pers kemarin di EX.

Saya menertawakan pernyataan itu,
"Kenapa tolkien? mending yang di EX pada tau siapa toh Tolkien.."

But, I couldn't agree more..
Tolkien mungkin dengan luar biasa menciptakan sendiri seluruh bahasa bangsa Elves dan menaruh dasar Middle Earth dalam 3 buku LOTR..
Dan JK Rowling sekarang menabur dan menciptakan juga dunia yang tadinya hanya ada di pikiran segelintir orang menjadi nyata.. sebuah dongeng yang dibalut kenyataan..

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows.. menutup dunia tersebut dengan indah..

All was well..

I'm back!

I knew, I have to write something in here for your entertainment about my life.
But unfortunately I've caught in some troubles.

What kind of trouble that makes me can't even put a single "Hi" line in this blog? You might have that question in your head right now aren't you?

So in my defense, I got in trouble called "lazy to write"..

Ok, I'll catch up with you all later!!

meanwhile, why don't you guys drop a line or two here.

till later folks!

Huaaaaa!!!
Akhirnya lulus juga!!!

"Huaa" itu yang pengen gw teriakin sesaat setelah Dosen ketua sidang S2 gw mengucapkan "Kamu lulus."

Gila setelah cape-capean ngetik ngejar-ngejar deadline, and pake bolos dari kantor, akhirnya tesis gw beres.
And kemaren baru sampai di parkiran Untar, jam 10, as gw sidang jam 11. tiba-tiba hp gw berbunyi.
"Halo?"
"Kamu lagi dimana sekarang?" suara cewe.
"emm. ini siapa?"
"Ini dari untar"
"hoh, lagi markir nih."
"oh, kalo gitu kamu sekarang langsung maju ya, langsung ke ruang sidang."
"....... ok."

So that's it, tanpa persiapan, tanpa ngebaca apa-apa lagi, langsung masuk, and terkejutlah..
Dosen killer terlihat jelas sedang duduk tertawa, dosen membosankan dengan kata-kata membunuh, dan teori statistik dan bla-bla yang parah ada di deretan penguji..
"mampus.."

But it went well..
saat gw menjelaskan teori NLP dan mulai masuk lebih dalam, they all seems to enjoy it..
so sesi tanya jawab dimulai, as dosen killer itu bukan ketua sidang, dialah yang dijadikan penguji, dosen pembimbing gw diem-diem aja.
So tanya-jawab, and gw terkejut, ternyata dia gak bener-bener nyerang gw, bahkan cenderung menyarankan menambah data-data dan memindah-mindahkan parafraf..
what a relief..

Ketua sidang, juga cuman suruh betulin rumusan masalah yang harusnya kalimat tanya..
and dosen pembimbing cuman suruh urutin daftar pustaka aja by abjad.. phew..

then saat-saat yang menegangkan dimulai, gw diminta keluar as mereka mau rapat..

nunggu 10 menit rasanya kepala gw meledak. and saat masuk, si ketua sidang bertanya
"menurut kamu lulus apa gak nih."
"....."
"iya ayo nilai diri kamu sendiri."
"... speechless saya pak.."
"haha, masa gak pede." << kata dosen pembimbing gw.

"jadi begini, berdasarkan hasil keputusan kita bertiga , kamu kami nyatakan, LULUS"
saat dengar kata itu, gw langsung gak perduli mau dapet apa, wong bikin tesisnya keburu-buru gitu..
and kata selanjutnya menimpa gw.
"kamu lulus dengan nilai A"
"... hah brapa pak!!"
"A.."
"brapa pak!!"
"AAAAA" dan mereka tertawa..
dan gw, nyengir super lebar.. bener-bener gak nyangka..

gw entah berapa kali bilang terimakasih sama mereka. as they said, topic gw menarik, karena lom ada yang pernah bahas.. and interesting soal advertisingnya..

Mungkin bakal ada yang bilang seharusnya gw berterimakasih sama Tuhan saat itu juga..
but, gw tau kalo God diatas sana tau kalo saat itu gw bener-bener sangat berterimakasih sampai gak bisa lagi gw omongin.. yeah, sounds naive.. but it's okay.. gw tau kok kalo Dia tau hoho..

okay udah ah.. lulus dengan nilai A, gak nyangka gw, paling gw ngarep sampai lulus C, ya B kalo bisa.. but A!! gile..

I will take this opportunity to give thanks buat Peter Valentino, praktisi NLP, Pemalas, seorang skeptik, fortune teller, pembaca kartu tarot, numerologi, dan masih banyak lagi, magician, sodara ketemu gede, atas semua e-book and dorongan (gak ada dorongan sih, tapi formalnya nulis ucapan terimakasih selalu ada kata "DORONGAN" hoho ) selama proses tesis gw, and beberapa saran lo yang gw masukin dalam tesis and kuisioner, and yang sekarang sedang mendorong gw untuk nulis sebuah buku berjudul
"Bagaimana membuat tesis dalam tempo secepat mungkin dan mendapatkan nilai A"
bangsat.

Anyway, gw mau ngucapin "sialan" buat semua praktisi-praktisi NLP yang pernah nulis artikel berbahasa indonesia yang pernah gw emailin and gak pernah balas sama sekali.. lo orang gak layak disebut sebagai praktisi NLP karena dengan gampang melupakan orang yang sedang membutuhkan bantuan padahal core dari NLP adalah membantu diri sendiri dan orang lain.. duh.. gimana mau maju bangsa kalo rakyatnya gitu semua.. (huahaha hidup bitching)...

ok that's it..
lega banget sekarang, tinggal revisi selama 30 hari ...

till then.. see you around!!

happy bitchin day!!

Wow.
Almost one month since the last time I update this blog.

Anyway like always, first post in January must be the recap..
so this post is for 2006 Recap!!!

Fasten your seat belt, grab a drink, a snack or two.. and get ready for the ride of your life.. (always want to said like that to peoples.. :0 )

So let's start with

Study :
November and December 2006 was the most crazy months in 2006, I finished my thesis right on time! running here and there to collect data, typing here and there, even I have to skip work just to finish my thesis.
Cape banget ngerjain tesisnya, untung gw bisa nyelesaian tuh tesis tepat pada waktunya.. and sekarang tinggal tunggu sidang aja.

Work :
Still the same, tho setelah beberapa bulan gw akhirnya bisa membuat AR dan AP menjadi satu, alias, gak lagi kerepotan.
Tapi ada dokumen yang lom gw masuk2in nih ke file, males!!!!!
Jadi biarin aja.
Gw masih di PT yang sama kayak dulu, walaupun sekarang sedang ingin pindah!!
seriously pengen pindah, masa depan kantor masih lom jelas, and masalah hak-hak karyawan yang kurang terpenuhi.. and masih banyak banget.. I'm really tired, di bulan januari ini gw dijanjikan akan menjadi karyawan tetap.. dan kenaikan gaji. Jadi liat deh gimana.

Friends :
Nothing change, tho semakin banyak sekali temen baru gw, dari anak2 hasil workshop HS, trus kenalan dimana2..
gak ada perubahan banyak, tetep sering Jongkok di Ta, and sekarang sih dah jarang banget main sama anak2 kampus, since ada HS yang harus diurus dan urusan-urusan lainnya.
Tapi masih mayan sering main bola sih.. semoga tahun ini tetep bisa olah raga gw.

Magic :
Gak disangka di akhir tahun ketemu temen didin lagi yang baru, jago bener magicnya, bilangnya baru belajar 5 bulan. But phew tangannya keren , ngiri gw.
Sekarang dah jarangggggggggggg (g nya banyakk..) banget latian magic, karena waktu kemaren kebuang sama tesis, and nonton tv2 series, hehe.. tapi sekarang sih pengen latihan-latihan lagi..

Family :
Hey my second sister got married!!
harusnya gw juga post potonya, but karena bulan apaa gitu kita pindah rumah, and internet gw putus, so gw kesulitan deh buat post.
But I promised, gw akan post gambar-gambarny..
Cici pertama gw and kedua gw lom hamil-hamil juga nih.. CMON SIS!!!!
pengen banget neh punya keponakan, cowo atau cewe!! haiz.. cmon2..

Romance :
I have major outbreak somewhere in April 2006, in that month lot of things happen.
And itu saat gw bilang, I'm done .
Yeps, and somewhere near July or June or May.. I forgot, I found my partner..
gak mau nulis banyak, tar orangnya GR, lol..
And talking about romance, gak terasa next month, project HS dah satu tahun, dah hampir 25 murid lebih yang HS keluarin and efeknya of course..
Project yang pertama kali keluar pas Februari 2006, and ternyata jadi asik banget, sesuatu yang bener-bener challenging!! it's nice..

hemm Self Proclaimed PickupArtist ..(muwahahaa, dilarang protes!! wolopun jarang hit, tetep aje self proclaimed sah2 aja..)
rasa-rasanya bangga juga, punya banyak orang yang nge look-up ke gw. Somewhere di tahun ini, HS akan go public, so akan lebih mudah untuk cerita disini. but sementara stop guessing around ..

Anyway, itu adalah recap 2006
gak tau mau nulis apa, but gw masih punya cerita lanjutan dari post sebelum ini..
I'll update that of course, this month I hope..

Itu dulu deh, not much to say.. but love you all!!!!!!


Foeh.

It Struck My Mind Like A Lightning

It struck my mind like a lightning.
It’s a normal Sunday.
I’m sick for almost three days now. And I’m getting better.

It struck my mind like a lightning.
When I stand in my room’s window, smoking – though I shouldn’t but I can’t help it, I need that poison running in my head, running in my blood, I knew it’s illusion that cigarette can make me relax, but still that’s a loveable illusion.

It’s been months since the last time I try to contemplate my mind, my thoughts into writing.
Yeah, I still write something in my blog, but that’s not really what I want to write.
I thought I can’t write anymore, I thought I become like everybody else, become busy with life, become obsessed with work, become human that running to fast and skip everything and start to forget who am I, what am I, and what I’m doing in here.

And here I am, 1.30 Pm, in the bloody hot Sunday noon, alone in my bedroom, with my laptop, with my ipod plug to my edifier speaker, playing some unknown instrumental album named quiet days.

With a cigarette in my hand, I look down to the street, I’m looking at an old women carrying a heavy loaded trunk on her back, alone, walking down the street looking for trash, and on the other side of road I see young man, laughing with his friend, talking about something funny perhaps, and on the jam street several days ago, I saw lot of people on their car, alone, yelling on their cell phone, yelling to the biker, or just sit silent looking down the street. Are we really different?

We are after all the same,
A human,
Who breath, who eat, who shit, who piss, who laugh, who cry, who love, who loved, who sick, who died.

Are they thinking what I’m thinking right now?
Are they seeing what I’m seeing right now?
Are we all the same? Or are we really different from each other?
Did they realize what they’re doing in here?

It struck my mind like a lightning when some people just live day by day, loose their mind to questioning about life, about their purpose, about everything. When they become like people in the cave, to afraid to went outside, and just living on the cage, looking at the shadow and feel okay.

It struck my mind like a lightning that I found friends that help me understand who am I.
It struck my mind again when I realize that I’m not really alone..
It struck my mind again when I know that we’re not finish yet to really find what we are doing in here..
What we really are?
What we are doing here?

Will you start questioning about your life and join me and my friends in these unknown journey, not looking for answer.. but a better understanding of life , of human, of mankind.
Will you join?
Or are you just another face in the crowd?
Who are we human?

PS : I wrote this up on 1st October 2006, and it never comes in my mind that 21 days later when i'm on holiday in Bali, the answers struck my mind ...
like a lightning..

To be continued…

Happy Independence day everyone!

So 61 years ago Indonesia claimed their Independence to the world.

Actually I have something to about my country, but I’m too lazy to write it, the main point is, I believe Indonesia is going down.

We need revolution, a really big revolution … until that happen…

I’ll have to stay positive to whatever the government said.

Lets move on to another subject.

Last night I’m staying at TG’s house.

Me, Kriz, Kojek and his friend Bernard.

We talk on several subject, secret stuff, and then move on to the main topic, the postmodernisme, and the Outcasts (www.the-outcasts.com)

Bernard want to know, what really is postmodernisme.

I, myself can’t explain clearly what is Postmodernisme, it’s hard to write it down, but I can give you the fact that we’re really living in the postmodernisme era.

We chat until 4.30 AM that morning, we talk about the church, about the organization, about evangelism and conversion. One of the topic discuss is about being an outcasts person.

Ketika gw memutuskan untuk jadi outcasts dari gereja, (tho kadang-kadang masih ke gereja, but random church), gw tau gw bakal kehilangan beberapa hal, antara lain perasaan di lingkungan yang homogen, or mungkin perasaan spiritual or rohani saat duduk diam di dalam katedral yang besar.

Tapi gw memilih kehilangan itu untuk membebaskan gw dari kotak-kotak yang dibuat oleh gereja Kristen ataupun katolik untuk mendapatkan pengalaman pribadi gw sendiri dengan Yang diatas sana.

Kalo dulu mungkin gw hanya bisa tersentuh oleh lagu-lagu gereja or kesaksian orang, sekarang ini, gw lebih sering tersentuh oleh hal-hal yang ada di sekeliling gw.

Kayak kemarin dalam perjalanan ke apartement kriz, gw melihat seorang anak perempuan masih kecil di pinggir jalan, meminta-minta, tetapi sambil melompat-lompat, girang, senang, tertawa.

Entah apa yang dia rasakan, and it hit me hard, seberapa rendahnya seorang manusia yang selalu tidak puas, meanwhile di pinggir jalan ada anak kecil yang masih polos tertawa padahal dia kekurangan. Sementara gw yang didalam mobil, berkecukupan masih selalu marah-marah dan selalu kekurangan.

Ini yg gw maksud dengan bebas dari kotak-kotak spiritual yang diajarkan gereja or diberikan oleh mereka untuk di konsumsi oleh umatnya, lewat lagu-lagu yang mendayu-dayu, kkr dan lain-lain.

Seharusnya saat-saat rohani tidak dikotak-kotakkan, tidak sebatas lagu-lagu rohani saja yang bisa memberikan sentuhan pada hati kamu.

Lagu-lagu sekuler kayak alter bridge, oasis pun kadang bisa menyentuh hati gw. Memikirkan kembali iman gw sama Tuhan diatas.

We’re trying not to become like today church. We’re trying to become a better people for ourselves and for everyone, not just “terang dengan terang”.

Udah ah itu aja dulu, terlalu ribet otak gw saat ini untuk nulis panjang lebar lagi. But I welcome you guys to check www.the-outcasts.com or just email me buat chat or nanya or ngobrol about everything.

Yeps, some people might said that gw sesat, or Outasts itu setan, but please remember, Jesus di jamannya juga dicap sesat oleh para farisi saat ia membongkar semua doktrin-doktrin farisi disaat itu.

Yang mana farisi sekarang ini adalah gereja-gereja dengan doktrin-doktrinnya yang menjudge orang-orang, yang mengkotak-kotakkan tingkat iman, yang merasa pantas untuk menentukan siapa yang masuk surga atau tidak.

Heck, gw and temen-temen gw juga farisi kalau mau dilihat dari sudut pandang yang lain, but at least, kita mengakui kalau kita farisi.

That’s it for today.

Terlalu cape buat ngetik, I really need to sleep..
Happy independence day everyone, have a nice long weekend, and that’s it..

SOMEONE STOLE MY CAR SPION!!! And other story...

Ahem, this time it’s not a joke!!
It’s really happen!

So it happens on bloody Saturday two weeks ago...

I parked my car in front of Pete’s home. I’ve been doing that for almost 2 years with nothing happen.
And I spent like 4 hours inside, and when we decide to go somewhere else...

I walk to my car and...

The mirror is gone!!!!

And I like...
*&^&$^#&^$*(^@**^!!!!!!

And TG, Kriz, Tessa, Elia, swore that they got nothing to do with it this time...

Hoho...

So it took one week for my stupid insurance company to replace the spion (anyone knows what spion is in English?)

Ahh... that’s the story...

So let’s move on to another story.

Kadang gw kebingungan saat menghadapi orang-orang yang tidak mau melihat pendapat orang lain. Saat mereka malah menuduh gw yang berusaha memaksa mereka mendengar pendapat gw.

Like yesterday and today, di kantor lagi ngebahas soal hantu and ghost and setan and sejenisnya, mereka cerita kalau ada orang yang bisa lihat and else. And I like,

“Oh kalau saya gak percaya sama orang yang bisa melihat hantu, bahkan hantu itu tidak ada menurut saya, paling gak sampai saat ini”

And I start explaining about how people who claim they can see ghost or can do some real magic are divide into two types.

1^st one is, they think they can and then pada akhirnya mereka menipu diri mereka sendiri

2^nd is mereka tahu kalau mereka tidak bisa, tetapi mereka membuat orang percaya dengan mengatakan mereka bisa. Heck it’s simple,

Sekarang gw bisa melihat ada nenek2 di belakang elo sedang merangkak pelan-pelan. And kalau lo balik badan dia akan menghilang,

Gw bisa bilang, di rumah lo ada satu setan cewe rambut panjang yang suka naik turun tangga kalau malam hari.

It’s simple..

So after explaining that, most of the guys and gals laughin, they said that I’ve read too much about philosophy and other books...

And what shocking me most is, one of the girl there said,

“throw away your book!! BACK TO BIBLE!”

And I like
*&*&^^***^%!^@!^6%*!!!!!! Again...

Why is everyone seeing Bible that way? Bible is about good news, bible is about history, and bible is not a MAP of LIFE!! . ok enough about bible; I prefer talking about bible offline than in here.

Anyway, and today I told the story to one of the girl who is absent yesterday.

And she said that she believes into those things... and become kinda negative to me... (tho perhaps it could be because another reason haha... we’ve got some history...)

And she said this

“It’s your own thought!! You can’t force people to think that way!!! Gw dah pernah ngerasain, malem-malem ada yang gedor2 pintu, padahal gak ada siapa2!! Jadi ilmu gaib itu ada, dan emang temen koko ada yang tiba-tiba sakit perut, trus dibawa ke orang pinter and langsung dikeluarin ada benda di dalam badannya”

And I said,
“itu sugesti!!! Orang pinter itu main sulap!”

And she counter with
“NO!, ok kalo sembuh sugesti trus mang dia sugesti dia sakit? Orang gak ada apa-apa tiba-tiba sakit..”

And I like..
“……”

Then I said,
“Look, gw juga bisa ngusap-ngusap perut orang and keluarin barang” (agak2 bokep kok yak konotasinya.. haha)

She counter with, “Iye elo main sulap!”

And I like, “Iya mereka juga!, cuman karena mereka bilang mereka itu pendeta, orang pinter, orang-orang akan percaya mereka.”

Simple..

And she said...
“itu pemikiran elo sendiri!! Gak bisa dipaksain ke orang lain..”

At one point she might be right, that it’s my thought, but then, itu bukan sekedar pemikiran aja, heck I learn magic!!
I know how para dukun cuci tangan di atas minyak, keluarin keris dari perut and other bullshit..

I’m not trying to force everyone to think like me.. but gw berusaha mencoba membuat mereka berpikir lebih logis..

Ya, I do believe that Iblis memang ada, but mereka tidak cukup hebat untuk sampai bisa memanifestasikan diri mereka dalam berbagai bentuk, atau iblis itu punya peringkat masing-masing, ada banyak lagi yg pengen gw omongin soal iblis ini iblis itu roh ini roh itu dalam pandangan Kristen yang agak aneh.. but later aja deh. (and btw, I’m being told to look that in bible.. apa ada?)

It’s all about common sense..

Kenapa sih orang-orang tuh susah untuk diberitahu sesuatu yang merubah cara pandang mereka?

Apa karena mereka merasa lebih nyaman dengan cara pandang yang lama?

Atau karena mereka tidak mau berusaha berpikir?

Atau karena mereka sudah terlalu yakin akan apa yang mereka ketahui dan tidak lagi mencoba untuk mempertanyakan segala sesuatu?

It might be the last option...

what you say?

Cya all later

PS : you should always look at my PS, there might be something more..
PSS: hoho... nothing here...
PSSS : di rumah baru masih lom ada inet neh!! Kesel!!!
PSSSS: so I see you all later.....

Is any of you guys pernah kehilangan mobil?

So last weekend, hari sabtu, setelah seharian doin something.. "ehem2" yang rahasia. Pas pulang sama Peter and Kriz, and Tessa , and Elia, and Felicia, tiba-tiba di lapangan parkir..
I LOST MY CAR!!!

Mobil gw hilang!, gak ada di tempatnya, forgodsake!!

Pada bilang, "coba diinget-inget"
MAN!! gw hapal parkiran TA and tempat gw parkir adalah tempat resmi gw parkir for years, but that friggin day!!! HILANG!!!

Panic! but as usual, kalo gw panic gw banyakan diem, paling keliatan pucet aje, hehe
So, tessa and elia and kriz and peter turun keparkiran bawah, sementara gw and felice muter-muter diatas.
After 10 minutes yang berasa kayak 1 jam, otak gw dah menciptakan ilusi-ilusi luar biasa. Gw dah mikir gw harus ngomong apa, apa yang bakal terjadi sama gw. and etc..

So gw samperin satpam, and askin, and while they checking on the pc, Felice telepon peter, and they found it!!!
tapi ada dibawah!!

WHAT THE HELL!! kenapa bisa dibawah. So i call peter lagi nanya, brapa nomor polisinya, he said "gak keliatan men, baret parah!! nih lagi ngomong sama satpam!"

so i run down.. and there.. my car.. dengan 4 orang itu berkacak pinggang..
and as i walkin near, peter said ..
"Happy Birthday man!!"
and i Like..

XGFJUDQUIQN***^%$$##&$%$$^%##^$

"WHAT THE HELL!!! ANJRITT!!! "
And i laugh my ass off..
they gave me ice cream.. haha not bad..

So have you been punk'd?
never?

Oh too bad, you miss the good time..
it's so crazy yet frightening yet fun!!

and after that all the puzzles like kesusun balik ke otak, ngejelasin kenapa beberapa dari mereka tadi ilang and kenapa mereka mengatakan hal-hal yang tidak biasanya..


It's cooL!!

guys!! Kriz and Peter, Elia, Tessa and Felice!! you guys are crazy!!
Love you alL!!

ps : it's a dangerous game guys!! so don't do it again!! hehe

Itu dulu deh, as dirumah lom ada inet juga, terpaksa dari kampus.. hem..

see ya all later

I'm back, i'm online from kriz apartement.
basecamp sementara untuk project rahasia.
Salah satu tempat dimana gw bisa memaksimalkan fungsi paru-paru gw dengan bebas.. dengan ngokarrr... offical place untuk smoking haha..

anyway.. the picture is good..

Something in my current situation is moving too fucking fast..
I don't really know if its really too fast or its just me who want to feel free after some hard time..

Yeah.. its about romance..

I thought i'm moving real fast.. too fast..
and besides i'm not really feel it this time..
so i guess before i'm moving forward, i think slow down is the best way..

so today resolution is slowwwww downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

itu aja dulu ahh... will update more later...

cya all..